I want them to suffer. [ It's choked out, muffled against his chest, and for all the comfort he gives, she regrets the hug, overwhelmed by the smell not only of blood but of him, and his heartbeat, his breathing, his everything. Never has she noticed someone so intensely or been enveloped in their being.
Kol's all she's had for a long time. Maybe it's weird she can find herself clinging to a cold blooded killer crying her eyes out. but she doesn't think a thing of it, instead, she finds it very natural. His words do surprising do a little to soothe her, but she has to pull back, break off from him and give herself some air.
Everything hurt, and a main part of her was sure she didn't want to die, but there was also a part of her not wanting to live as a vampire - sure, Kol had shown her that not all vampires were as awful as the witches made them out to be. He was one of the better ones she thought.
There was blood on her hands... Her face... Her clothes, not only from him but from the attack. She could smell it all and something in her was screaming at her to pay attention. ]
It hurts. Everything - I can - [ Her bloodied hands move up to press the heels of her palms into her temples. ]
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Kol's all she's had for a long time. Maybe it's weird she can find herself clinging to a cold blooded killer crying her eyes out. but she doesn't think a thing of it, instead, she finds it very natural. His words do surprising do a little to soothe her, but she has to pull back, break off from him and give herself some air.
Everything hurt, and a main part of her was sure she didn't want to die, but there was also a part of her not wanting to live as a vampire - sure, Kol had shown her that not all vampires were as awful as the witches made them out to be. He was one of the better ones she thought.
There was blood on her hands... Her face... Her clothes, not only from him but from the attack. She could smell it all and something in her was screaming at her to pay attention. ]
It hurts. Everything - I can - [ Her bloodied hands move up to press the heels of her palms into her temples. ]